My master has tightened his reign a bit recently and I must admit....

I LOVE IT!

I never in a million years would have ever imagined this being the lifestyle I wanted or that it would make our marriage THAT MUCH MORE INCREDIBLE....


BUT IT HAS!

Sure it has it's moments but seriously best decision ever :-)

Pudding....how I hate thee...

Allow me to explain.

So I am on a new diet and exercise regimen that Master has set up for me...well not thinking about it last night after dinner, I grab a pudding and sit on the couch across from him...

I know a look from him but it didn't click until about three spoonfuls in....

THAT FUCKING PUDDING!

After dinner, I was told he was disappointed (Worst thing ever to hear from Master) and if I wanted to put things in my mouth he had something for me....


That pudding led to one of the longest dick sucking segments ever!

Needless to say before I have eaten anything today I had made sure to message Master..

I doubt I ever eat pudding again 

Bad bets

So Master and I decided to enter into a seemingly friendly wager....

We would play PS3 Golf and whoever lost had to do something for the other....mine being if he lost he do my chores for two days (INNOCENT RIGHT?!?) His being 20 lashes with the belt for every par I am behind........

Needless to say, NEVER ENTER A BET WITH MASTER!!

I may have overlooked one chore so my punishment was that he wouldn't be using the belt but the dowel rod!

OH. MY. SWEET. ASS CHEEKS

Needless to say he cut the lashings from 20 to 5, but....I received 155 -_- 

155 doesn't seem like a terrible amount, I suppose. But my ass had gotten spoiled lately and Master decided to reappear last night :-)

Lets see what he has up his sleeve tonight...

HOPEFULLY NOT THE DOWEL ROD.....damn thing is going to the wood chipper LOL

Today's goals are simple...

Other than accomplishing my other daily tasks, I am training myself to simply not say the word "NO" to my Master...



Let's just hope he doesn't require any half naked trips to Wal-Mart

Master has been quite sick lately, meaning I havent been able to really take care of his needs and with that I have slipped up quite a bit.

For tonight I have written a list of every task in which I have not accomplished the standards which have been set for me. I suppose this is form of training I have set aside for myself. I left Master the list and a note, as well as placed the whip beside his bedside table. Tonight IF he feels up to it I know Master needs to reconfirm his position in the household.

Lately I feel as though I havent really done my best at being exactly what my Master needs.

Obviously, this isn't as easy as flipping a switch. But I havent been as observant as I know I can be. I have let negativity invade my personality and that is NOT something I want.

So today I removed a few "negative" influences from my life, it's Monday after all the beginning of a new week, time for new change.

I have set a few goals for myself this week and they are the following:

1.) Accomplish all my daily chores plus anything else I think my Master would appreciate me doing, HOWEVER I will not mention a word about doing those things... I can't exactly ask for appreciation, especially when he never does....

2.) Dress more provocatively....so far my wardrobe is going a little further south if you know what I mean, but I need to stop tip toeing on the threshold and jump over the damn thing.... It's time to physically look like the woman my Master needs.

3.) It's time to add a play partner and I mean not just "talk" about it.... I mean go for it! My Master and I have experimented with this before, but havent set anything up recently and damn it, it's time..... A happy Master makes a happy slave.


I love serving my Master it truthfully brings me joy knowing I can please him in specific ways.


Now to finish up my tasks and start ripping up jeans :)

....

What I can only imagine is the flu has hit Master....



It's a gross fest in my home...

Nothing sexy, nothing pretty....


It's a real wet mess I'll tell you......from the sweat of my feverish master....


After changing the sheets several times, I can only hope the end is in the future